Fear

I had a few better days.  Today was... shaky, and tonight it's falling apart.  I had therapy today and it was a particularly tough therapy day.  We talked about writing, and talked about what Sir and I talked about the other night and...  what I wrote, and my feelings, and what's happening with my depression … Continue reading Fear

Creepers

I got a friend request (on Facebook) the other day... from a guy... in another country (can't remember which one).  Had never heard of him, so I went to check his profile to make sure it wasn't a friend and I just somehow didn't recognize him at first.  Profile basically say, "I'm looking for a … Continue reading Creepers

What ifs…

I haven't eaten for three days.  My mental processes may be compromised. I've had this pain on and off for a week or so, then so intense I can't eat for the last three days.  Call to the doctor got me, "Might be an ulcer, or pancreatitis, or just a stomach bug..."  Helpful!  Sir is … Continue reading What ifs…