Fog

It's Friday night... it was a long week. It's been a long summer. I'm tired. Literally. My brain is exhausted.  Bipolar has been running wild and dancing naked with anxiety and my brain is wearing out... which is not a great thing.  My sleep has been improving but it's not perfect, and not enough to … Continue reading Fog

What ifs…

I haven't eaten for three days.  My mental processes may be compromised. I've had this pain on and off for a week or so, then so intense I can't eat for the last three days.  Call to the doctor got me, "Might be an ulcer, or pancreatitis, or just a stomach bug..."  Helpful!  Sir is … Continue reading What ifs…

Settling

Last night was, obviously, rough, but I talked to several good friends today and it felt so good to just... to reach out... and meet outstretched hands in return.  It is still alien to me to share my feelings, to accept compassion, to... talk about... my real self.  But it was positive and healing, and … Continue reading Settling