I slept better last night. A little. Weird dreams, but I managed to sleep until 10, so... little better. Sir and sub brother have been home (they went away on their own trip) for a couple days now. But something has been bothering Sir. He hasn't said that, I just know. The thing is, he … Continue reading Secrets
This is an exploration of some of the events in my previous post - Punishment. If you haven't read it, be aware that this may reference disturbing concepts or events, please read at your own comfort level. I literally signed in here and then spent twenty minutes looking at old posts instead of writing this … Continue reading Differences
So walking pneumonia rapidly became ambulance ride and tubes in my arms pneumonia. Terrific. And it wasn't my fault! I took the antibiotics and rested and drank fluids! I didn't bring it on! The ER said that pneumonia is just like that... I'm upright again now (lots more antibiotics and steroids later), but still not … Continue reading Sickerness
K skyped with me this afternoon briefly. When they can get into the city they get on skype, otherwise they email every week, which is nice, but sometimes it just feels like they're so far away... Which they ARE. I have been trying to keep the happy face on because... I don't want them to … Continue reading He’s not your friend.
Yep. Sigh... I guess I join the ranks of thousands with that statement... Millions? I thought only stupid people did stuff like this. How young and naive I was. Everything is more complicated than I ever thought it was. I hate being so young in regards to relationships. My therapist says that I was dealing … Continue reading I slept with my ex…