While I acknowledge that a triad relationship is innately very difficult (even more than normal relationships, which are hella, stupid hard), I sometimes think Sir has it the hardest. I'm sure the grass is always... harder...? on the other side, but... We had a rough weekend. We've all been sick, like, seriously, passing viruses around. … Continue reading Being Sir
Today is better. Sir stepped things up today and it helped. The dishes are done and put away. The laundry is done and put away. The kitchen is clean. The house is swept. The fridge has food in it for the week. I finished all of my school work that I needed done for tomorrow. … Continue reading Ease
Sir recently discovered that my new blog theme has emoji buttons at the bottom of posts and decided to go through all of my posts and "like" them with the emoji buttons. I found this both silly and mortifying and, without thinking said, "No, you can't..." I caught myself and stopped, but... not soon enough. … Continue reading Moments with Sir – Can’t?
For someone's birthday... since she wants to know... and because I keep fading to black... Sigh. Happy birthday! This is the second half of Manic. *** The fog of dreams gives way to a replay of last night across the back of my eyelids. I groan and throw my arm across my eyes. It does … Continue reading Manic – Part 2 – SFD
"Lia..." I set my jaw stubbornly and swipe open the news story. People shot, politicians, at a baseball practice, government leaders reaching across the aisle to express sympathy, shared calls for unity and humanity. Sir has already warned me twice. I'm not to be on devices today. "No screen time," he said this morning, "You … Continue reading Helpless – SFD
Her ears are filled with the soft hum of the old computer tower, the susurration of traffic in the distance, and the rustle of the curtains as cold air whispers from the vent. And then with his voice, soft, gentle, but with an iron core of command. "Why? Tell me why." "Because..." "Write it." She … Continue reading Shitty First Drafts #2
So... for some of my readers this is going to be S/M 101, sorry... Most of the readers I know of aren't super hardcore into the kink scene so I need to make sure I explain terms (if this bores you, of course, do move on...) So, when people "play" heavily, so... that could be … Continue reading Top Drop