Bad Week

It's Friday night.  Sir came home a little while ago with K and J.  I got sent upstairs to do my blog.  I'm irritated about that.  And I'm irritated at the power dynamic in the house right now.  I'm trying to tell myself that I'm projecting because I'm pissed off about a power dynamic at …

Presumption – Rant

There's a phenomenon I have observed in the kinkyverse.  In my observation it disproportionately (though not exclusively) affects men (of the dominant persuasion) rather than women (of the dominant persuasion), and it is one of those hot buttons that instantly makes me clench up and want to punch someone in the face.  Fortunately, Sir has …

Out of Fucks

I'm tired.  Really really really tired. I had planned a part 2 for my Manic post from yesterday... but...  I have run out of fucks to give, so it's not happening. I'm also so out of fucks that I am sitting in front of this blog just pissed off and don't know why I committed …

Helpless – SFD

"Lia..." I set my jaw stubbornly and swipe open the news story.  People shot, politicians, at a baseball practice, government leaders reaching across the aisle to express sympathy, shared calls for unity and humanity. Sir has already warned me twice.  I'm not to be on devices today.  "No screen time," he said this morning, "You …

Humanity

There was another shooting today. It's just this thing we do here in the United States. You might expect this in, you know, a developing nation, a nation torn by warfare and civil strife, or... the United States. Currently the little news I've been given access to (Sir declared no screen time for the majority …

Irritants…

First, if my brother brings up... in the last two weeks of the school year... one more time... how I'm so much better off than people working "other" jobs because I get summers off... There WILL BE BLOOD!!!!!!! Sir had to take the fucking phone away from me today while I was talking to my …

Shit Day…

That's today.  A shit day.  I'm done.  I was literally ready to quit my job by 8:00 in the morning.  Thank God for my supervisor who must have sensed it in the force and stepped in to save my morning...  Went to lunch feeling pretty good, then the afternoon went to all kinds of hell. …