Broken

I took down Sub Brother, and Sir is teetering. I'm not allowed to talk about it in those terms, but... it's true.  My issues over the last six months have put a significant strain on the household.  I've had many many days and nights of screaming flashbacks, sometimes lasting hours, or coming in clusters and … Continue reading Broken

Being Sir

While I acknowledge that a triad relationship is innately very difficult (even more than normal relationships, which are hella, stupid hard), I sometimes think Sir has it the hardest.  I'm sure the grass is always... harder...? on the other side, but... We had a rough weekend.  We've all been sick, like, seriously, passing viruses around.  … Continue reading Being Sir

Ease

Today is better.  Sir stepped things up today and it helped. The dishes are done and put away.  The laundry is done and put away.  The kitchen is clean.  The house is swept.  The fridge has food in it for the week.  I finished all of my school work that I needed done for tomorrow. … Continue reading Ease

Service

There is an aspect of the BDSM D/s world called "service."  This, like everything else, means different things to different people.  In general it usually refers to a dynamic or aspect of a dynamic in which the submissive does a type of service for the dominant... like... housekeeping, cooking meals, bringing drinks and rubbing feet, … Continue reading Service

Weary

Sir is going to meet with K on Friday night.  He's going to get beaten.  It's a thing they do, and... I've made peace with it in the past, but this time it's upsetting me.  Sir and I have talked this through and he wants me to write about it now. I talked to Sub … Continue reading Weary